My cause is the justice of the law, justice within the law, and justice by the law.
For better or worse, I spend my life trying to break every limitation of myself I have ever known.
By this I mean weakness, shortcomings, and academic limitations, but also the limits of my endurance. Sometimes I can push these limits to far, and I work too much, wear myself down and partially break. But 30 minutes later, I'm working on it again, now able to go slightly further the next time. And so my endurance increases, and my limits can no longer shackle me or bind me in my choices and actions of what I can and cannot do. I've been through a lot before, I've been broken by stress to a point I thought I could never recover. I'm still fighting this. I have a paralysing fear of ever going back there. So this pushing myself is an exercise of freedom. If I expand my limits to the point of having none, then no one, no one in this world, could ever again push me to breaking. I'll be stronger, I'll be free from the chains of past traumas. I'd be free. Yet sometimes I wonder if this way of making myself stronger, will ultimately only weaken me. |
AuthorI'm Kat, an AS student studying Latin, Law, German, 16 Century History and Pre-U (debate). My interest in debate is perhaps reflected by my blog. I most like to discuss issues such as freedom of speech, although I also write about literature, a previous subject of mine, and any other topic which captures my interest.
It would be unrealistic to say that in any blog post topic I do divulge in I would consider and write of all issues to do with this. My blog is a just an overview of my must prominent thoughts on it. Other hobbies of mine include reading, appreciating gloomy landscapes, and working. Archives
April 2015
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